Thursday, June 7, 2018

The Vanishing - Review



Title:  The Vanishing  
Author:  Sophia Tobin

Synopsis: “On top of the Yorkshire Moors, in an isolated spot carved out of a barren landscape, lie White Windows, a house of shadows and secrets.  Here lives Marcus Twentyman, a hard-drinking but sensitive man, and his sister, the brisk widow, Hester.
     “When runaway Annaleigh first meets the Twentymans, their offer of employment and lodging seems a blessing.  Only later does she discover the truth.  But by then she is already in the middle of a web of darkness and intrigue, where murder seems the only possible means of escape…”

Review:  I’m going to be straight up and tell you right now that The Vanishing is dark and terrifying.  I read it in pretty much one sitting.  I started reading it sitting on the couch after dinner last night while SuperSteve was watching television.  I took a break midway to brush my teeth, put on my pajamas and climb into bed.  I finished at 11:30pm last night.  That’s an hour and a half after my bedtime, but I just couldn’t put it down!
     I requested this novel to review based solely on the cover.  It’s different, it grabbed my attention.  I thought it might be a light historical romance.  It is not!  Be warned, it is full of triggers.  There’s rape, drugs and the death of a child within these pages.  It started out a little slow, but the description of the moors, and the isolation found there, drew me in.  It was probably around 30% of the way in when I realized I was not going to sleep until I was finished with The Vanishing.  Even after I finished reading and turned out the light I lay there in the dark wide awake and thinking about Annaleigh and White Windows.  I'm immediately buying more books by Sophia Tobin and I highly recommend this novel to anyone who can deal with the aforementioned triggers.
*****I was provided a free copy of this novel via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.****

Publisher:  Simon Schuster UK

If you like this book you may want to read:



The Hunger by Alma Katsu



The Widow’s Confession by Sophia Tobin

Tuesday, June 5, 2018

No Cure for the Dead - Review


Title: No Cure for the Dead
Author: Christine Trent
Series:  A Florence Nightingale Mystery #1

Synopsis:  “When a young nurse dies on her watch, Florence Nightingale must uncover the deep –hidden secrets someone will kill to keep buried.
     “It is 1853, Lady of the Lamp Florence Nightingale has just accepted the position of Superintendent of the Establishment for Gentlewomen During Temporary Illness in London.  She has hardly had time to learn the names of the nurses in her charge when she suddenly finds one of them hanging in the Establishment’s library.  Her name was Nurse Bellamy.
     “Florence’s mettle is tested by the dual goals of preserving what little reputation her hospital has and bringing Nurse Bellamy’s killer to justice.  Her efforts are met with upturned noses and wayward glances except for her close friend and advocate inside the House of Commons, Sidney Herbert.  As Florence digs deeper, however, her attention turns to one of the hospital investors and suddenly, Sidney becomes reluctant to help.
     “With no one but herself to count on, Florence must now puzzle out what the death of an unknown, nondescript young nurse had to do with conspiracies lurking about at the highest levels of government before she’s silenced too.”

Review:  I found No Cure for the Dead to be a highly entertaining read.  I appreciate historical novels with strong female main characters that also strive to maintain some historical accuracy.  The willingness of the police officers and several male members of the board who oversee the Establishment, to dismiss Florence’s concerns, simply because of her gender, is infuriating but also accurate to the time period of the novel. 
     I’ve been reading more historical mysteries since I’ve discovered my love for Sir Arthur Conan Doyle’s Sherlock Holmes stories and novels, which I will be discussing in an upcoming post later this month.  There are a few moments during No Cure for the Dead when the story lags due to some areas of large chunks of description where we are given vast amounts of historical nursing procedures all at once.  These sections could have been handled a bit differently as they are not truly relevant to the story, but they are relevant to the true story of Florence Nightingale, and you can easily skim past them and still retain all of the information that is pertinent to the story.  I did not guess who the murderer was before it was revealed, which is unusual for me.  Trent spends a lot of time bringing many of the nurses and patients of the Establishment to life and I appreciate that aspect of storytelling.  I truly came to care about the characters and look forward to reading the rest of the series.  I recommend fans of mysteries and fans of historical fiction give this new series a try. 
  
*****I was provided with a free copy of this novel via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review*****

Publisher: Crooked Lane Books
If you like this book you may want to read:



Lady of Ashes (Lady of Ashes Book #1) by Christine Trent (Read BookGirlR’s review here)



The Lion’s Courtship: A Dark Victorian Crime Novel (Anna Kronberg Mysteries Book #0.5) by Annelie Wendeberg

Saturday, June 2, 2018

Looking Forward - June 2018

     Here are the New Releases for June 2018 that I'm looking forward to.  Let me know if you are planning to read any of these or if I missed any that you're excited for!

     June 5, 2018:





The Hills Have Spies by Mercedes Lackey: Mercedes Lackey is one of my favorite authors.  Her Valdemar series is my favorite series of all time.  I found out about this book today and immediately told SuperSteve that I HAVE to go to Barnes and Noble on Tuesday.  It's an emergency.  This is not a drill.  I will be there when the doors open! Find it on Goodreads, Amazon, or Barnes & Noble.


Sparrow Hill Road by Seanan McGuire: Seanan McGuire is another of my favorite authors.  This is a rerelease of the first book in the Ghost Roads series in anticipation of the sequel that is being released in July.  Find it on Goodreads, Amazon, or Barnes & Noble
*****I was provided a free copy of this novel via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.*****






Adrift by Rob Boffard: This is a science fiction thriller about tourists stranded in space and their struggle to survive.  I'm hoping this will be an "edge of your seat" adventure.  Find it on Goodreads, Amazon or Barnes & Noble.



















 The Vanishing by Sophia Tobin: This is the release of the paperback edition, the hardcover came out in January 2017.  This is a historical fiction novel that I requested mainly because I loved the cover.  I'm guilty of judging books by their covers and this one is absolutely stunning!  Find it on Goodreads, Amazon or Barnes & Noble.
*****I was provided a free copy of this novel via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review*****


The Secret Token: Myth, Obsession, and the Search for the Lost Colony of Roanoke by Andrew Lawler: This is a non-fiction book that may answer the question: What happened to the colony of Roanoke.  I'm trying to read more non-fiction this year, and this should be an entertaining read.  Find it on Goodreads, Amazon, or Barnes & Noble.
*****I was provided a free copy of this book via NetGalley in exhange for an honest review*****


     June 8, 2018:



Modern Guide to Energy Clearing by Barbara Moore:  I'm looking forward to this book because I think we all could use a little energy clearing and help filling our lives with more positive energy.  Find it on Goodreads, Amazon, or Barnes & Noble.
*****I was provided a free copy of this book via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review*****


     June 12, 2018:
















Island of the Mad by Laurie R. King: Apparently this is #15 in a series.  I did not realize that when I requested this from NetGalley, although I have now gone out and bought #1 (The Beekeeper's Apprentice) which I will be reading this month, so I guess it's not a total loss for NetGalley.  From my understanding it's kind of like Sherlock Holmes fanfiction.  Find it on Goodreads, Amazon or Barnes & Noble.
*****I was provided a free copy of this novel via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review*****


The Spook in the Stacks by Eva Gates: This is #4 in a cozy mystery series.  Cozy mysteries are my guilty pleasure.  I prefer cozies with cats, food and magic or witches in them.  This installment in the series is set during Halloween, which makes it even better!  Find it on Goodreads, Amazon, or Barnes & Noble.
*****I was provided a free copy of this novel via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review*****


     June 15, 2018:




Altered Seasons: Monsoonrise by Paul Briggs: I love post-apocalyptic fiction.  And technically this is post apocalyptic climate change fiction, which I find fascinating (and extra scary because there is an element of truth here).  This is first in a new series.  Find it on Goodreads, Amazon, or Barnes & Noble.
*****I was provided a free copy of this novel via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review*****


     June 19, 2018:
















Outcasts of Order by L.E. Modesitt, Jr: The Saga of Recluce is one of my favorite fantasy series.  This is #20 in the series.  I can't wait for this novel.  Find it on Goodreads, Amazon, or Barnes & Noble.
*****I was provided a free copy of this novel via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review*****


Thicker Than Water by Mike Carey:  This is #4 in the Felix Castor series.  I love this series about a freelance exorcist.  Find it on Goodreads, Amazon, or Barnes & Noble.


     June 26, 2018:




Trail of Lightning by Rebecca Roanhorse: This is an exciting debut from a new author, and it's the first in a new series.  The cover is beautiful too.  Find it on Goodreads, Amazon or Barnes & Noble.


Iron and Magic by Ilona Andrews: I love Ilona Andrews, and this is the first in her new series.  But can I just say that I really dislike this cover.  I'm sorry, but, minus the magic she is holding in her hands, it looks like a cheesy historical romance.  I'm going to read it anyway because it's Ilona Andrews.  Find it on Goodreads, Amazon or Barnes & Noble.






Death by Espresso by Alex Erickson: This is #6 in the Bookstore Cafe series (yes, it's another cozy mystery) and there is a cat on the cover.  I don't think there's anything that could make me want to read this book more.  Find it on Goodreads, Amazon or Barnes & Noble.


The Ghost Between Us by Pete Nunweiler:  It's a horror novel, about ghosts.  Enough said.  Find it on Goodreads, Amazon, or Barnes & Noble.

Sunday, May 27, 2018

Recipe: Cinnamon Cheesecake Stuffed Banana Muffins

     I love to bake.  I love cooking too, but there is something special about baking that relaxes me.  It's soothing to mix all of the very different ingredients together and watch them transform into something yummy in the oven.  And the smells, oh my goodness, the smells in a kitchen while baking are the smells of dreams.  Baking can be challenging, and I'm gluten-free which comes with even more challenges.  If you're gluten free then you know that baking gluten free is hard.  Stuff comes out dry and crumbly, nothing rises right, and even if your finished product looks good it probably has some texture issues when you try to eat it.  That's because in baking gluten is what stretches and holds everything together.  When that's missing, things can get weird.
     I was extremely discouraged when I first tried baking after being diagnosed with celiac disease.  Everything I tried to make was gross, or looked horrible, or both.  But I didn't give up.  I've been practicing, forcing family and coworkers to try my gluten free baked goods.  And all that practice has paid off.  I think I'm pretty good at gluten free baking now.  I've learned how to adjust recipes and which products to use.  So, I'm going to start sharing my recipes here.
     We are starting with muffins.  Muffin batter is really the same as quick bread batter, we are just pouring it into muffin tins instead of a loaf pan.  At first glance this recipe seems hard, we are mixing up a topping, a filling and a batter.  But if you prepare your ingredients for each step before starting and just go step by step it's actually pretty simple!  Quick bread batter is very easy to make gluten free.  It's a very moist batter, and it stays fairly dense even after it rises in the oven.  The trick is to make sure you don't overmix the batter.  You can use a mixer (stand mixer or hand mixer) for the filling and to start the batter, but when you add the dry ingredients just stir it in by hand, and only stir until the dry ingredients have been mixed in.
     For this recipe I used Bob's Red Mill Gluten Free 1 to 1 baking flour.  This is my go-to baking flour.  It's a mixture of several different flours and the xanthan gum already mixed in.




Cinnamon Cheesecake Stuffed Banana Muffins
Makes 10 large muffins; prep time: 25 minutes, bakes for 22 minutes = total time 47 minutes

Ingredients:
Streusel Topping:
6 Tablespoons flour
6 Tablespoons brown sugar
¾ teaspoon ground cinnamon
4 Tablespoons salted butter, cold and cubed

Cheesecake Filling:
8 ounces cream cheese, room temperature
½ cup granulated sugar
1 egg
1 teaspoon vanilla extract
1 Tablespoon flour
1 teaspoon ground cinnamon

Muffin Batter:
3 over-ripe bananas
½ cup (1 stick) butter, melted
½ cup granulated sugar
½ cup light brown sugar, packed
2 eggs
½ cup vanilla greek yoghurt (can also use sour cream)
2 teaspoons vanilla extract
2 cups flour
1 teaspoon baking soda
½ teaspoon baking powder

Directions:
Preheat oven to 350 degrees.
Streusel topping:
In a small bowl mix together flour, brown sugar and ground cinnamon until well blended.  Add butter and rub into dry mixture with fingertips until all dry ingredients have been mixed in and the whole thing is the texture of wet sand.  Put in refrigerator to chill until right before baking.

Cheescake Filling:
In a medium bowl blend together the cream cheese and the granulated sugar, using a hand mixer and beating until smooth.  (If your cream cheese is lumpy it means it is still too cold.)  Add the egg and vanilla extract and beat until combined.  Add the flour and ground cinnamon and beat until well blended.  Set aside.

Muffin Batter:
In a large bowl beat the bananas with a hand mixer until fairly smooth.  (You can use the same beaters you used for the filling.  The mixture of flavors really won’t make that big a difference.)   Add the melted butter and both sugars.  Mix until well blended and sugars have dissolved.  Add the eggs, vanilla extract and yoghurt.  Beat until they are all blended. 
In a separate bowl whisk together the flour, baking soda and baking powder.  Add the dry ingredients to the wet and stir with a spoon (I prefer a wooden spoon, the point is not to use the mixer at this stage.) just until the dry ingredients are all mixed in.  Be careful not to overstir. 

Making the muffins:
Grease 2 large muffin tins well (Mine make 6 muffins each and this recipe makes 10 large muffins).  Pour ¼ cup of muffin batter into the bottom of each of 10 muffin cups.  Add approximately 3 Tablespoons of cheesecake filling to each muffin cup.  Gently spread the filling over the batter in each muffin cup so you can’t see any batter.  Now pour in enough muffin batter to fill each muffin cup so that they are all ¾ of the way full.  Remember they are going to rise, don’t fill them too full or they will run over and make a mess in your oven.  Sprinkle the top of each muffin with the streusel topping we kept in the refrigerator until just this moment.  Distribute the streusel topping evenly.  Be generous, it’s fabulous.

Bake the muffins for 22 minutes.  To test for doneness place a toothpick into the center of 1 muffin, if it comes out with batter still on it bake for a few more minutes.  If there are moist crumbs only on the toothpick your muffins are done. 
Allow the muffins to cool in the pan for 5 to 10 minutes.  Then transfer to a wire cooling rack to continue cooling. 


Friday, May 25, 2018

Obscura - Review



Title: Obscura
Author: Joe Hart  

Synopsis: “She’s felt it before… the fear of losing control.  And it’s happening again.
     “In the near future, an aggressive and terrifying new form of dementia is affecting victims of all ages.  The cause is unknown, and the symptoms are disturbing.  Dr. Gillian Ryan is on the cutting edge of research and desperately determined to find a cure.  She’s already lost her husband to the disease, and now her young daughter is slowly succumbing as well.  After losing her funding, she is given the unique opportunity to expand her research.  She will travel with a NASA team to a space station where the crew has been stricken with symptoms of a similar inexplicable psychosis – memory loss, trances, and violent uncontrollable impulses.
     “Crippled by a secret addiction and suffering from creeping paranoia, Gillian finds her journey becoming a nightmare as unexplainable and violent events plague the mission.  With her grip weakening on reality, she starts to doubt her own innocence.  And she’s beginning to question so much more – like the true nature of the mission, the motivations of the crew, and every deadly new secret space has to offer.
     “Merging thrilling science-fiction adventure with mind-bending psychological suspense, Wall Street Journal bestselling author Joe Hart explores both the vast mysteries of outer space and the even darker unknown that lies within ourselves.”

Review:  This was the first book that I’ve read by author Joe Hart.  I loved it, and I now own two more that have been added to my TBR pile.  Be warned though, Obscura rips your heart out in the very beginning and lodges it firmly in your throat until the very end when it is placed neatly back into your chest.  I started it last night before bed, a very bad habit of mine is starting a new book at bedtime, and read way past my bedtime.  I read about half last night, and immediately picked it back up this morning and finished before breakfast.  Thank goodness I had today off.  If I had to go to work leaving this book unfinished I don’t know if I would have been able to concentrate all day. 
     Obscura is a murder mystery set in space, and it’s awesome.  The main character is a real person dealing with real issues.  I hate it when the main character of a book is perfect and bad things just happen to happen to them.  This is not like that.  Gillian struggles with addiction, and it’s a large part of the book.  The character development is extremely well done.  The characters are so real that at times I forgot I was reading a book about fictional people.  It doesn’t get much better than this.

**I received a free copy of this book in exchange for my honest review via NetGalley.**

Publisher:  Thomas & Mercer

If you like this book you may want to read:



Leviathan Wakes (The Expanse #1) by James S.A. Corey



Coldbrook by Tim Lebbon


Life's Ups and Downs

 There has been a lot going on in my life lately.  I accepted a new position at work on February 14th.  It's a great position for me.  I'm not standing and walking all day anymore, my legs and feet are so much happier with me.  The leg that has been giving me trouble has been so much better since I finally started in the new position three weeks ago.  And there's no more face to face with angry customers.  I think that's actually been the biggest relief to me.  I felt like my soul was withering away being constantly exposed to so much anger and rudeness.  However, because life is full of ups and downs, then my Grandmother passed away on March 1st after a terrible battle with lung cancer.  

     She was one of my favorite people in the entire world. 

Nana
When I was a child my parents split up.  It's hard for any kid when their life dramatically changes like that, no matter how hard their parents try to make it easy on them.  My Nana was my rock.  Her house was always the same; and she was always the same.  We spent weeks at a time there during the summer.  We would swim, garden, fish, hike and play.  Her house was the one place I was always comfortable and safe.


     You know how some people are just meant to be grandmothers?  They have that aura of grandmotherliness, and mother everyone they come in contact with.  That was my Nana.  My friends called her Grandma or Nana, and she loved them like they were her own grandchildren.  She fed everybody.  You couldn't stop in for even a quick visit without her offering to cook you something.  And she wouldn't let you refuse.  You had to, at the very least, let her get you a cup of coffee and a toad in the hole.  

     When I separated and divorced from my first husband I moved in with Nana and my Aunt.  She never said "I told you so" or made me feel bad about my admittedly bad decisions up until that point.  She welcomed me with open arms and helped me get back on my feet.  Even after I moved out into my own place I called her at least once a week and was still over there all the time.  Now I can't pick up the phone and call her to tell her about the recipe I want to try, or the craft project I'm working on, or the book I'm reading.  I talk to her still, and I know she hears me.  But it's not the same.   

     We had a lot in common.  Both introverts.  Both caring, loving women, almost to a fault sometimes.  Since March 1st I've struggled pretty much everyday with a feeling like there is a hole inside of me. My depression hit me hard.  For a few weeks after the funeral I struggled with even getting out of bed in the morning.  But I did, because I knew that if I didn't get up, even just one day, it would make getting up the next day even harder.  If that happened, eventually I just might not get up at all.  I hid it.  I covered it up well. 
There's never enough coffee.


    I got up everyday.  I went to work.  I smiled and I pretended I was fine.  I hid it well.  Most people never knew.  But inside there was a hole that radiated cold pain.  As time went by the hole got smaller and smaller.  I started to feel better.  The smiles became more real, not all of them were fake anymore. 
Kitty snuggles are a must have for self-care.
 








Now, twelve weeks later, I feel a lot better.  I practiced a lot of self care, which for me involves copious amounts of coffee; kitty snuggles; twice weekly dinner of chips, guac and queso from Chipotle; and hermit time.  The cold hole is still there, but it's tiny.  I'm going to be ok.  I like to compare life to a roller coaster.  It's full of ups and downs and sometimes it twists you around and upside down.  But a flat roller coaster isn't any fun, and neither is a flat life.      

Pretty sure I ate my own weight in chips, guac and queso from Chipotle.

Blog Changes

     There are going to be some changes happening around here.  You can expect to see more journal-style posts about my life.  I'll be posting recipes I'm trying; gluten free cooking and shopping tips; and some general life posts about what I've been up to.  All in addition to my book review posts, and posts about books I'm looking forward to. SuperSteve is trying to talk me into posting some videos. I'm interested but not entirely sold on the idea yet. 

I'm setting up some new posts today.  I have a lot of help: